I'm not going to keep sitting here and worrying over things that haven't happened yet! I'm 21! I have a world of opportunities and I'm not responsible for anyone else but me yet, so now's the time to jump into something I've always wanted to and see where the road leads! It should be a FUN time! I'll wait until my 30s at least, before I start freaking out about what I need or want to do. Right now, it's time to experiment and I have to remind myself of that at times!