September 30, 2014
Goodbye September, Hello October
Several months of this year have passed off quickly, but I don't think any have flown by faster than September. Tomorrow, we will welcome in one of my favorite months...October.
I'm so excited about so many things coming up. I feel like fall changes everything. Exciting things are in the air. It's a romantic season...Not just for falling in love with that special someone, but life in general. The sky is clearer, the air smells better, and food is better.
I can't wait for Nashville. Everything pumpkin. Boots. Scarves. Sweaters. For the quarter to end very soon. For new music, especially Taylor Swift's album. All of it. :)
It's going to be a VERY good month..I can feel it. God is doing some big things, and I'm ready for it. I'm surprised, but I am excited. I'm not terrified anymore. Well, maybe a little. But, I'm trying so hard not to be, so I can have fun with it.
It's a good life. Why not smile through it?
That's really all for now. I'm just reminding myself that things are good and they're going to get better. It'll be worth it in the end, as cliche as that sounds.
Until next time,
Shelby
September 21, 2014
September 18, 2014
The bad times make the good times better
Well, I survived my first week of classes for my senior year of college! I only have two days of school, so that's not bad, but boy are they long days. I hear so many of my friends and other classmates who have way crazier schedules than I do...I just wonder how they do it all, and wonder whether I just need to start doing more. *sigh*
I know that things are only going to pick up from here. So, I'm taking advantage of getting out early, no late nights at the paper and not many assignments. But, some stuff is already due next week and I'm just trying to pretend that it doesn't exist and I will finish in plenty of time.
Each day, I came home with a throbbing headache and not feeling so great for many days (including not eating much). But, now it's time for my four day weekend. I'd say I kicked it off on the right foot.
There were so many happy things that happened today.
I talked to Dan Smyers of the country duo, Dan + Shay, for a phone interview this morning. And then they followed me on Twitter! WOO!
I went to a small town called Tehachapi with my mom and aunt. We had lunch at one of the local diners, wandered the streets exploring all of the historic sites and meandered through antique stores and boutiques. If you know me at all, you probably know my love for small towns and the way it looks like a Hallmark movie waiting to happen. Today also made me especially happy because fall is certainly in the air. There was a slight breeze that felt like it was stirring change. I was wearing shorts and a sweater shirt sort of thing, but I probably could have worn at least one fall item, like a sweater, boots or pants.
I also smelled candles that were delicious. Walked through the town bakery with all kinds of yummy treats. And I got a Christmas(y) bookmark and some trinkets at one of the thrift stores. Everything was so cheap, how could I not? I found a tea cup and saucer and some nerd glasses. I was pretty excited about it!
We explored the train station. My aunt made me stand on the toy train and take pictures. I objected at first, but finally gave in and was thrilled to find out that the "bark" around the playground was actually small pieces of tire and made you feel very bouncy as you walked on it. I enjoyed it a little too much.
We didn't a lot of time there, then headed home. My aunt left shortly after. I spent the rest of the evening working on my interview, ate dinner and now I'm finishing it off with my pie and several episodes of Jeopardy. It was a really good day.
The best part? This is just the beginning of a good weekend. Tomorrow is only Friday! YAY :D
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
I know that things are only going to pick up from here. So, I'm taking advantage of getting out early, no late nights at the paper and not many assignments. But, some stuff is already due next week and I'm just trying to pretend that it doesn't exist and I will finish in plenty of time.
Each day, I came home with a throbbing headache and not feeling so great for many days (including not eating much). But, now it's time for my four day weekend. I'd say I kicked it off on the right foot.
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There were so many happy things that happened today.
I talked to Dan Smyers of the country duo, Dan + Shay, for a phone interview this morning. And then they followed me on Twitter! WOO!
I went to a small town called Tehachapi with my mom and aunt. We had lunch at one of the local diners, wandered the streets exploring all of the historic sites and meandered through antique stores and boutiques. If you know me at all, you probably know my love for small towns and the way it looks like a Hallmark movie waiting to happen. Today also made me especially happy because fall is certainly in the air. There was a slight breeze that felt like it was stirring change. I was wearing shorts and a sweater shirt sort of thing, but I probably could have worn at least one fall item, like a sweater, boots or pants.
I also smelled candles that were delicious. Walked through the town bakery with all kinds of yummy treats. And I got a Christmas(y) bookmark and some trinkets at one of the thrift stores. Everything was so cheap, how could I not? I found a tea cup and saucer and some nerd glasses. I was pretty excited about it!
We explored the train station. My aunt made me stand on the toy train and take pictures. I objected at first, but finally gave in and was thrilled to find out that the "bark" around the playground was actually small pieces of tire and made you feel very bouncy as you walked on it. I enjoyed it a little too much.
After exploring main street, we decided to get some apples, which is actually what we went there for. Last year, we went a little later in October, so it was extremely busy. Today? We were the only ones. We picked several apples from each different basket, and had a free sample of apple cider, while admiring the mountains and crops all around us with apples and other farm areas growing things. It was a breathtaking day and just what I needed.
We then spent some time shopping at the Dollar Tree, because my aunt wanted tea. Though, I didn't want to, I did end up enjoying the trip. And we had many laughs along the way. I also got a diet coke, so I was happy and satisfied.
The drive back into town was lovely. We listened to Gavin DeGraw's latest CD "Make A Move," and took in the rare sights of mountains, trees and greenery. It's a beautiful sight and makes me feel like I'm in the backwoods of Tennessee or some other southern state. When we were almost back in town, we stopped at Murray Family Farms, which has sort of turned into a tourist stop. There's a store that sells fresh fruit, nuts, and other food. They also sell other goodies, like postcards and such. It's a really neat place. I wanted some veggie chips, but we ended up getting a boysenberry pie. Flowers also surrounded the building, so we walked around the garden for a bit to take pictures. I was personally obsessed with the sunflowers. It was like something out of a Chris Young song..."Texas sunflower yellow can take your breath away."
We didn't a lot of time there, then headed home. My aunt left shortly after. I spent the rest of the evening working on my interview, ate dinner and now I'm finishing it off with my pie and several episodes of Jeopardy. It was a really good day.
The best part? This is just the beginning of a good weekend. Tomorrow is only Friday! YAY :D
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
September 15, 2014
The First Day
Waking up with my stomach in knots, I heard my alarm start blaring Taylor Swift's "Shake It Off." I read a couple chapters of a new book that I'm reading, then rolled out of bed. This is probably the first time I have actually dreaded a "first day of school." I should only have a year left, but I'm not excited about it. If I could just be done right now...I would.
Goodbye summer and all of the incredible memories that came with it : staying up late just because. Reading until the wee hours of the morning. Catching up on shows like "New Girl" on Netflix. Going to concerts. Hanging out with Taylor Swift on the set of her music video. Hanging out with my best friend. Spending time with family. Visiting the Queen Mary. Sleeping in until noon and wondering why I wasted the day.
Sweet memories. All of those things ran through my head as I got ready for my first class, as well as all of the things I said I was going to, but didn't. I was wondering how things were going to be. How much homework I'm going to have. How much I'm going to hate my life by the end of November.
Although, I can't say my stress level went down, it gave me a lot of time to think. Summer always gives me a lot of time to reflect on the school year - my work ethic. It gives me a chance to set new goals, which I need. I'm constantly writing to do lists and making vision boards for the future. It's just what I do. It gives me that extra head space that I don't always have during the school year.
So, I finish getting my stuff together - my lunch, my books, my bag, and eating breakfast. Soon, my mom is dropping me off at my first class. Yes, my mom still drops me off since I don't have a car at the moment. I find my friend, Josh, and sit down. Just a few minutes later, one of the tech guys announces that our professor won't make it to class. It has been canceled on the first day. Well, alrighty then...No complaints from the students. We all immediately walked out. But, now I had several hours to just do nothing. What was I going to do?
I signed up for a trainer (my friend, Athena) at the Student Rec center and I've been reading, people watching and Facebooking at a table outside. It's pretty toasty out already, but I'm sitting under an umbrella, so I don't hate it.
My next class isn't for another hour and 45 minutes. So, I have some time to kill. I'm hoping to meet up with a couple friends since I haven't seen them in awhile. But, now we're all on that wonderful thing of different schedules, so we shall see if it works out. I'll also have time to eat my lunch.
The rest of this day shouldn't be too bad. I have a couple other classes today, but I'm sure it'll only be filled with introductions and class goals for the quarter. Not too bad. I'll be here until 7:15...BOOO. But, what can you do?
That's all for now,
Shelby
Goodbye summer and all of the incredible memories that came with it : staying up late just because. Reading until the wee hours of the morning. Catching up on shows like "New Girl" on Netflix. Going to concerts. Hanging out with Taylor Swift on the set of her music video. Hanging out with my best friend. Spending time with family. Visiting the Queen Mary. Sleeping in until noon and wondering why I wasted the day.
Sweet memories. All of those things ran through my head as I got ready for my first class, as well as all of the things I said I was going to, but didn't. I was wondering how things were going to be. How much homework I'm going to have. How much I'm going to hate my life by the end of November.
Although, I can't say my stress level went down, it gave me a lot of time to think. Summer always gives me a lot of time to reflect on the school year - my work ethic. It gives me a chance to set new goals, which I need. I'm constantly writing to do lists and making vision boards for the future. It's just what I do. It gives me that extra head space that I don't always have during the school year.
So, I finish getting my stuff together - my lunch, my books, my bag, and eating breakfast. Soon, my mom is dropping me off at my first class. Yes, my mom still drops me off since I don't have a car at the moment. I find my friend, Josh, and sit down. Just a few minutes later, one of the tech guys announces that our professor won't make it to class. It has been canceled on the first day. Well, alrighty then...No complaints from the students. We all immediately walked out. But, now I had several hours to just do nothing. What was I going to do?
I signed up for a trainer (my friend, Athena) at the Student Rec center and I've been reading, people watching and Facebooking at a table outside. It's pretty toasty out already, but I'm sitting under an umbrella, so I don't hate it.
My next class isn't for another hour and 45 minutes. So, I have some time to kill. I'm hoping to meet up with a couple friends since I haven't seen them in awhile. But, now we're all on that wonderful thing of different schedules, so we shall see if it works out. I'll also have time to eat my lunch.
The rest of this day shouldn't be too bad. I have a couple other classes today, but I'm sure it'll only be filled with introductions and class goals for the quarter. Not too bad. I'll be here until 7:15...BOOO. But, what can you do?
That's all for now,
Shelby
September 13, 2014
{A List of Happy Things}
*Finding the new magazines that you've been looking for (especially when Taylor Swift is
on the cover).
*Smelling candles that smell like fall and festive occasions
*Not arguing with my mom, even though we were running a lot of errands.
*Really good country music
*Thinking about staying in a log cabin in the middle of the woods - campfires, s'mores, flannel shirts, a manly man by your side and holding your hand.
*Giving your best friend a hug in the middle of Wal-Mart just because she couldn't find the Oreos she wanted and it had been a rough day. Also, looking at the Halloween stuff, because it's so fun.
*Making plans to move to Nashville someday
*Finding out that Lady Antebellum's new song, "I Did With You" (from The Best of Me") is on iTunes already!!!! AHHH!
*Having money and being able to treat yo self with some stuff (a new book, Dan + Shay's CD, some new shirts, jewelry, etc).
*Knowing that someday (after all of the lonely nights, praying and waiting) that I'll find my best friend, my soulmate, and someone who will love God and understand me better than I do myself. I'm holding the faith that it will make it all worth it. *heart*
*Watching last year's CMA Awards, because there's nothing else on. Reminds me of how much I miss Nashville and why I'm so passionate about country music and its artists.
*Mentally making the perfect fall playlist in my mind. It's starting to sound so good.
*GILMORE GIRLS IS COMING TO NETFLIX! All of my first world problems are solved.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
Fall Quarter 2014
Welp, it is officially that time again. I start school Monday...Monday...Ew. I seriously feel like I was just marking the days off of my calendar until classes were out and here we are going right back. The days were just starting to get hot and now we're anxiously awaiting the days when it isn't hitting 90 degrees. The summer sort of dragged on in places, but as a whole, each month zoomed by rather quickly.
I can honestly say that I have never dreaded school more than I am dreading it right now. I don't even feel totally prepared. But, I guess I do have everything I need. I'm just so ready to be out. Don't get me wrong, I love the people that I'm surrounded by, and I'm learning so much about myself; talking to people, being more outgoing, learning about other people and other things that I've never even wondered about. But, everything has a season, right? And this "season" is finally about to come to an end. Although, I guess the real world doesn't exactly come with "less pressure," so I'll probably regret wishing for things to speed up.
This is what my schedule looks like the fall...UGH.
I can honestly say that I have never dreaded school more than I am dreading it right now. I don't even feel totally prepared. But, I guess I do have everything I need. I'm just so ready to be out. Don't get me wrong, I love the people that I'm surrounded by, and I'm learning so much about myself; talking to people, being more outgoing, learning about other people and other things that I've never even wondered about. But, everything has a season, right? And this "season" is finally about to come to an end. Although, I guess the real world doesn't exactly come with "less pressure," so I'll probably regret wishing for things to speed up.
This is what my schedule looks like the fall...UGH.
10 a.m. : Mass Media Law
12:45 : Newspaper
5:15 : Senior Seminar
Online English Class for my minor
GULP.
I don't think the schedule will be that bad actually. It's just the length of the classes that kill me. I can't sit there for long periods of time just listening to professors talk without feeling like I'm going crazy. With production on Monday nights for the newspaper, those days are going to be even longer. *sigh* I just want to be able to do it all and well.
I'm also trying to find a job right now. Something in particular that will look good for my journalism major and my future in Nashville, but also something that will pay. So, that's where I'm at with things. I'm planning and carefully looking at my "timeline" and schedule for the next year. Trying to make it all happen just so. But, I also know that God likes to step in a lot and makes things even better than I possibly could have. I want to be open to those things that aren't necessarily in my plan right now, but to be cautious with all of it.
I keep thinking that somewhere along the lines, my 20's will start making more sense or will stop being so stressful, but if anything they just get more confusing. It's funny how high school doesn't seem all that bad looking back. Oh well... I just keep thinking that means my 30's will be so much sweeter.
That's all for now. Time to enjoy the last few minutes of staying in bed, having nowhere to go, no deadlines, and not a million other things on my to-do list. Although, on the agenda for today...Finding Taylor Swift on the cover of Rolling Stone and her section in Country Weekly. I'm pretty excited about that.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
September 11, 2014
It's Thursday.
I'm sitting here listening to Taylor Swift's "Red" album and eating soup. Naturally, I'm dreaming of fall - Sweaters, pumpkin everything, and romance seems to be in the air. Not necessarily with relationships, but for art. It's a creative time. But, unfortunately, it's still a million degrees outside and still feels every bit of summer. Except that school starts soon and I'm already starting to feel the stress. It's going to be one heck of a quarter, let me tell you.
I haven't been feeling so great over the past week or two, so I'm just taking it easy and feeling very sluggish. You know how that goes.
Yesterday was long and tiring. I was at the newspaper office from 10-6pm... I threw up a little before I came to school. I started feeling way worse throughout the day and everything was just hitting at once. It was easily one of the weirdest days of my life. It felt like a mini breakdown. I'm starting to think it's healthy, though. It's good to just FREAK OUT, honestly and organically. I've tried to hold it all in for so long, like I can handle everything with no problem, because so many others make it look easy - I can too. Trying to go through life without making mistakes, but that's how we grow. It's also okay not to be okay.
So, my best friend picked me up from school/work and came back to my house. We ate dinner (I hadn't eaten practically all day. I had eaten bites of a donut and a cookie...On top of drinking iced tea from Starbucks and having to take medicine). I think I was on caffeine overload.
But, sometimes laying on the floor and having a chat about life with your best friend can instantly make everything better. We listened to "Shake It Off," talked about how our 20's are just a very confusing time, my cat kept us company and we laughed when we started getting tired.
It was a good night.
So, I hope that when you're not feeling well that your best friends save the day and put a smile back on your face.
That's all for now,
Shelby
I haven't been feeling so great over the past week or two, so I'm just taking it easy and feeling very sluggish. You know how that goes.
Yesterday was long and tiring. I was at the newspaper office from 10-6pm... I threw up a little before I came to school. I started feeling way worse throughout the day and everything was just hitting at once. It was easily one of the weirdest days of my life. It felt like a mini breakdown. I'm starting to think it's healthy, though. It's good to just FREAK OUT, honestly and organically. I've tried to hold it all in for so long, like I can handle everything with no problem, because so many others make it look easy - I can too. Trying to go through life without making mistakes, but that's how we grow. It's also okay not to be okay.
So, my best friend picked me up from school/work and came back to my house. We ate dinner (I hadn't eaten practically all day. I had eaten bites of a donut and a cookie...On top of drinking iced tea from Starbucks and having to take medicine). I think I was on caffeine overload.
But, sometimes laying on the floor and having a chat about life with your best friend can instantly make everything better. We listened to "Shake It Off," talked about how our 20's are just a very confusing time, my cat kept us company and we laughed when we started getting tired.
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Marissa took this picture of me....HAHAHAHA. |
So, I hope that when you're not feeling well that your best friends save the day and put a smile back on your face.
That's all for now,
Shelby
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