August 1, 2014
Off day...
I've been having an awful time sleeping lately. I'm usually just not tired or there a 1,000,001 things on my mind. I usually toss and turn, watching a variety of shows, including Drake and Josh or Phineas and Ferb. Yup. Normally, I can just get by on a few hours of sleep. But, lately, I have felt incredibly miserable - stressed out about life and little sleep is not a good mix, in case you were wondering.
I've finally been able to get some sleep this week, but last night, I woke up around 4:30 a.m. I was just sort of worried when I woke up and then I have a hard time falling back to sleep. I was nervous about today, because I had to do an interview for the newspaper, and I was just hoping everything went okay...You know, the usual. I walked out to the living room, because my cat was crying, then watched TV for a bit, then finally fell asleep awhile later.
I finally got up around 10 and got ready. Around noon, my aunt came over, then my mom and I had lunch with her. We still had enough time after lunch that we decided to go to Home Goods and a couple other places. I was starting to get anxious about making sure I had everything ready to go, and was just in the right mindset, so we headed home. We watched TV for a bit, I made sure my phone had plenty of space to record audio and just tried to relax as much as possible.
Finally, it was time to go. My mom and aunt were going to run a couple errands, so they just dropped me off. This was something definitely out of my comfort zone, as the show was at one of our local bars. I felt so awkward walking into this totally new place, but met the band, who was huddled at a table. I met with their manager and they figured out a spot for us to chat in an office, so I could record it.
It was interesting, that's for sure. What I love about being a "journalist" is that it allows me to meet so many different kinds of people that I might not be that familiar with, but might be curious to know more about their lifestyles. I'd probably never meet them otherwise. I look at each of the interviews I've given over the past couple years as a stepping stone. I'm also trying to stop putting so much pressure on myself, so that I can learn from my mistakes. It's better that I make them now than once I'm in the "business," even though I'm going to make them there too. Once I just accept that fact, it's a lot easier to move along in life.
I talked with SomeKindaWonderful for about 30 minutes and stuck around a few minutes after just to scope out the venue, since I couldn't stay for the show. I kind of felt like I was doing an interview for "Rolling Stone." Hard core, right? Yeah...That's me ;) JK! Not at all. But, it was a learning experience.
My mom and aunt picked me up, then we went to Sonic to pick up some drinks. My aunt left a few minutes later, then I caught up on my TV shows, like Girl Meets World LeAnn&Eddie. Good times.
I feel like I was just "off" all day - totally out of the norm circumstances and lack of sleep. Not a good mix! But, I think it all turned out okay in the end.
You live and learn.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
July 31, 2014
Some Things Never Change
It has been 13 years since the last *NSYNC album, "Celebrity," was released.
And what do you know? Out of the clear blue sky, the group's record label decided to drop another CD in 2014. It has a collection of hits, special edition tracks and some unreleased songs. It's basically a gift to fangirls everywhere and is something I won't be getting over anytime soon. Is this not the greatest surprise ever?!?!
I mean, after the little reunion *NSYNC did with Justin at last year's Video Music Awards, it felt like the start of something new. The band even created a Twitter account shortly after the show. But, then it was pretty clear that it was just a one-time thing and Justin would continue to be the amazing solo-artist that he is, while the others try to live up to the boy band fame they once had or focusing on the new projects they've had in the works. After countless rumors about new albums and going on tour, it was pretty clear that this was it and maybe it would have to be enough to pull us through.
Either way, my love for these five guys has never wavered. And I will probably be the 80-year-old in the home wearing an *NSYNC tshirt, blasting "Bye, Bye, Bye" or "Tearin' Up My Heart," talking about the good 'ole days (aka the 90s).
Here are just a few of my memories:
Autograph
*NSYNC did an autograph signing in my city, but I was, like, in Kindergarten when they came. So, my parents didn't let me skip school, but my mom's friend from work got my friend and I these cool autographs. It's amazing that I've had this after all these years, because I'm constantly losing things.
Later on, my mom's same friend had tickets to the *NSYNC concert in LA...For whatever reason, we didn't go...and Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen sat near where our seats WOULD have been. I was saddened by this.
*NSYNC concert in Las Vegas
This is still one of the highlights of my life...But, my friend and I dressed up in these snazzy *NSYNC inspired outfits (pleather jackets and pants) and throughout the night got asked if we were twins. No, aside from not looking alike...She was turning 15, and I had just turned 10 a couple months before LOL. I'm still sad that we thought we couldn't have our cameras, but when we got to the MGM we found out you could bring cameras. I still remember the Chili's commercials they played all night long, since the guys were sponsored by the restaurant, and them coming super close to us on the floating stage/catwalk thing. I couldn't tell you the setlist from that night...I just remember that I was sharing the same air as Justin and JC; that seemed to be enough for me. I was finally seeing my favorite band/artist live and I couldn't believe it. I also remember walking past the New York, New York ride and thinking that if *NSYNC were to ride it with us, I would totally go on it. Obviously, that never came up, so I didn't have to be brave. But, it's still nice to think back and smile about. We joked about who we'd ride with if the opportunity did present itself. I think I might've chosen JC.
More recently, last year at the Clive Davis pre-Grammy party, JC Chasez was there. I called his name, he turned around/smiled and waved. My little 10-year-old self (who am I kidding, my 21-year-old self) was pretty happy about that. I should have been interviewing him this month for the "Jesus Christ Superstar" show when they came to town, but then the tour was canceled. I was extremely heartbroken. But, maybe there will be another time in the future. I can only hope.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
July 24, 2014
Mid-State Fair
This comes with a bit of backstory, so bear with me.
My mom and I had planned to leave around noon for the fair, but obviously since I got a later start, that didn't happen. But, luckily we didn't need to be there early. So, I got up, put my makeup on, did my hair, got dressed, then had lunch. Well, I just kind of picked at my soup because I wasn't that hungry. Then, it was time to go, because I still had to pick up my tickets to the concert and get a few things taken care of.
Monday night I started feeling extremely sick...I was throwing up, felt miserable, the whole thing. My life, as usual. I fell asleep around 3:30 (normal time), but woke up just a short time later, still sick. Eventually I was able to fall asleep again and didn't wake up until 11.

We went to Starbucks so I could try one of their new fizzy sodas; I tried the ginger ale. It was very gingery! HA! But, I still enjoyed it. Finally, we were on the road. I absolutely love the drive, which is good, because it was our second time on it this week. I love staring out the window and dreaming. I was also in charge of the iPod, so of course I was playing Jana Kramer and Lady A tunes to get in the mood for the concert. My mom and I were having fun, and I was just trying to rest up after little sleep and feeling crappy all night.
We made it to the fair close to three o'clock, parked, then walked to the publicity office, so they could escort me to another office. I picked up my tickets and talked to the guy in charge, then picked up my meet and greet passes for Jana Kramer. I was so excited that everything had gone smoothly and I had all of my passes in hand.
From there, my mom and I were free for the next few hours. We meandered through the buildings to look at the booths, one of my very favorite parts of any fair. I like getting to see all the cool stuff that people make or sell; the businesses they run.
We walked through another open hall with booths and really neat local stuff, and I always find the coolest stuff. Last time, I bought two sparkly purple letters, a "T" and an "S." It was for the Taylor Swift concert, and after the show I was able to give Liz (her former backup singer) the "T" and I kept the "S." This year, were all kinds of cool signs with arrows or that just looked vintage. There were other booths with clothes, purses and jewelry. There was even a Pink Pewter booth, selling the headbands that Carrie Underwood always wears. Headbands have always been my thing, but Pink Pewter's are a bit pricey to buy all the time. However, I was finally able to get one, because I had some money. It's like the one that Carrie wore last year at CMA Fest. I'm in love with it already. The girls were extremely helpful as well.
When we finished there, we were starting to get a little hungry, so we grabbed a couple corn dogs. We found a spot to sit down and eat, then walked around to look at the adorable animals. The bunnies are too cute for words and the horses are just beautiful. I pet one of the horses that I'd had my eyes on, but while taking the picture he moved his head funny and I kind of freaked out a little bit and jerked away. He was so pretty and still makes me want a ranch with horses running around. I'd like to really know how they operate and how to act around them, because they are fascinating creatures.
When we were done, we walked through the other side of the fair that we hadn't seen yet. Although, we took a short break to listen to Lady A's soundcheck (and my feet were hurting already from the cowboy boots). It seems like every time we're curious and try to look into things, we always get yelled at. A lady opened one of the gates to the stage area, so we thought it was open, but weren't having luck, when one of the security guards came over and asked if we had passes or what we were doing there. I was like, "oh, I was just standing here..." He just said "Oh," then we walked off. A little earlier, I had tried to stand on one of the benches to peek over the large fence to see Lady A, and one of the guys working a booth nearby SCREAMS for me to get off. I had already started climbing down and said sorry, when he's still saying, "The bench is for sitting, not standing." So, that was eventful. We walked through the rides area and one of the other exhibits with photographs and a few other collections.
After that, we decided to sit across from the steel gate where we would enter for Jana Kramer's meet and greet. I touched up my makeup, checked Twitter updates, etc. We ran into one of our friends that we've met through concerts and Carrie Underwood's fan club and talked with her for awhile, then they led us inside to meet Jana Kramer.
We walked to the backstage area and lined up near a white bus, which I believe was Hillary Scott's, because her husband, Chris, and daughter Eisele, walked onto the bus, but stopped to wave and say hi to the crowd. That was pretty exciting. A few minutes later, Jana walked out with a couple other members of her team.
It was all very fast, basically just time for a picture (and no autographs), but that was fine. I finally walked up, she introduced herself and I told her my name, then we took our picture. My mom didn't want to do the picture alone, so I just stayed with her. I was about to walk off, but then said, "actually, I have a question for you." She's like "Oh yeah, sure, go for it." So, I told her I was the Features Editor of my school newspaper and was wondering if it would be possible to set up an interview with you or if that's something you'd even be interested in. She told me I could try to set it up with her management and gave me the info. I thanked her, and she said "You're welcome, sweetheart." She was very sweet and even though it was all very quick, she didn't make it feel rushed.
When we finished, we walked out with the friend we had ran into and decided to check out the merch table. We talked with her practically until the show started about our favorite artists, upcoming concerts and people we had seen since the last time we talked.
We said goodbye, then found our seats. Pretty soon, it was showtime! Jana did such a great job, especially since the crowd wasn't very responsive. But, I really enjoyed her set, because she sings with so much emotion and passion, almost getting into character. She's such a great performer and really knows how to get into it.
It started cooling down during the intermission, so I put my jacket on, but I was so excited about Lady A that it didn't even matter. They were absolutely incredible, as always. However, my family and I have only seen them at CMA Fest, because for someone reason we always had something going or couldn't make it to their full show when they started headlining. This was our first official concert, and they didn't disappoint. They have this incredible connection with the crowd, almost welcoming you into their little bubble. Plus, I liked that their crowd was pretty tame, just enjoying the music. They sang some of their earlier hits, reminisced on how they started, covered songs like "Cowboy Take Me Away," "Rhiannon" and "Wake Me Up." The entire time, they had the crowd on their feet, waving their arms, swaying the lights of their cell phones back and forth, and singing along. They prove to me time and time again that they're so humble and so deserving of all the success that they've had. They make quality music and they care about the fans...You can't go wrong there.
After the show ended, my mom and I made a stop at the retro pie stand that seemed to be a big hit, because there was quite a line. I'd had a headache basically all day and people kept running into us, because it was much busier, so I was ready to go. We got our pies, then headed out. Everything looked so beautiful and magical at night, though. We walked back to the car, grabbed dinner at Taco Bell, then headed home. My mom and I were both starting to get tired, and she had to drive home, but I made the ride exciting by playing Justin Timberlake and a little more Lady A.
It was such a fun night that I won't forget. And sometimes I have to pinch myself that things always end up working out when you least expect it. It also reminds me of my love and passion for music and the artists who create those songs.
Let's just say, I slept really good that night.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
July 20, 2014
The Enchanted Hill
Like I said yesterday, sometimes life or just your plans in general, go a very different way than you had originally planned. It's then your job to work around it and try not to drive yourself crazy.
I woke up at 10 (after my mom told me to get up, because I'd ignored my earlier alarm), thinking we'd be leaving pretty soon for the beach. However, we were still waiting on my dad to get home from running errands and taking care of business, and didn't know what time he'd be getting home. I put my makeup on, got dressed, etc. while my mom ran out to get a few things and brought breakfast home. We ended up having to wait on my dad a lot longer than any of us had anticipated, so I found other things to do. I finished watching "License To Wed" with John Krasinski and Mandy Moore, worked on some videos I'm going to upload to YouTube, and just lay down on the couch for a bit. We ran to Subway to grab sandwiches, then came home.
I think it was around 2:30 when we were able to hit the road. I also forgot to mention that it's about a 2 1/2 hour drive to the coast and we had a tour at Hearst Castle to make at 5, after already having rescheduled. We'd also already payed for it. Let's just say we were really cutting it close and praying we'd make it. Either way, I was so glad to be getting out of town! I love road trips with the scenery like we were graced with; plenty of wide open spaces and nothing but time to think and daydream. And then I couldn't remember whether I had remembered to unplug my straightener, so I was a tad paranoid about that the rest of the day. Don't you just hate it when that happens?! Or maybe it doesn't happen to you that often...and that's good. We spent most of the ride, listening to this new station on Sirius XM called Y2Kountry, which plays a lot of the older 90s/2000 songs. I was loving it. There are so many great songs that our station doesn't play anymore, and it's a shame.
The drive felt long, but I always forget how gorgeous the area is that we have to pass through. It's wine country, so there are a lot of vineyards, gorgeous stone buildings and a lot of greenery and mountains. It almost felt like we were in Tennessee for awhile, but alas, we are still in California and it was still gorgeous.
We eventually made it to Hearst Castle, right about 5 p.m. My dad dropped my mom and I off at the front and we ran to pick up our tickets. Dad met up with us a few minutes later, and we were able to get in line for the tram, catching our breath; thankful that we didn't miss it. We took a bus up this winding hill where the castle is perched, while Alex Trebek narrated about the history of the castle and why Hearst had decided to build there, along with painting a pretty accurate picture of what it would have been like back in its time. I was picturing the party scene in The Great Gatsby, since it was built in the roaring 20s. The winding hill gave such a great panoramic view of the ocean stretched out in front of us.
We all filed out of the bus and bunched up to meet our tour guide. As we were waiting for further instruction, I heard a deep voice that I would recognize anywhere. I'm pretty sure it was my old drama coach/history teacher from high school. It was the most random thing. Our tour walked up the steps and made our way to the front of the mansion/castle. She explained how it took 27 years to build, because Hearst was a perfectionist; constantly changing designs and switching things out if it didn't look right. He kept the same architect throughout all of those 27 years, which is a pretty big deal when you think about it. We took the "Grand Rooms" tour. There are so many rooms that they have to break it down into separate areas of the house, so we chose to see the "entertaining" rooms.
Everything was (pardon the pun) so GRAND and "ornate," as my mom said. What I love paying attention to are the little details in the carvings, the patterns and everything that makes it so beautiful. We weren't allowed to touch anything, even if you were to accidentally bump something or walk off the designated carpet, the alarm would go off. They don't mess around with that.
Room #1 - Where the main event was usually held before dinner. Mingling and doing whatever fancy people do.
Room #2 - Dining Hall
Room #5 - Theater
After we finished checking out the indoor pool, there was a bus waiting to take us back down the hill to the parking lot/visitor's center. Alex Trebek continued to talk about the castle and how it used to operate, even adding that you can feel and imagine the romance of the place, especially after dark. I could just imagine big gatherings with people dressed in fancy clothes as the sun set. How enchanting and mystical. It's almost like a real life fairytale. There was also big band/swing type music and some that sounded like Fantasyland at Disneyland. I need to download some of it; it just puts me in SUCH a good mood, like I'm taking on the world. As we made it down the hill, the recording said they hoped that visiting the castle had inspired us to dream. I joked with my parents that I now want a castle, but as I looked over at the wide open spaces of country fields, greenery and horses chewing on the grass, I realized what I want. I want more than anything to have a ranch style house with a husband, maybe a couple kids and a dog. It just warmed my heart that I just want to love and be loved. I smiled knowing that God is faithful to his promises and He will follow through.
After we pulled back up to the Visitor's Center, we went to the gift shop and decided to look around for a few minutes. We had to go to the bathroom, but they only had porter potty's (Call me a snob, I just can't do those...EW!), then we were off to dinner. As we drove, God was painting with the sky and using beautiful colors. I was in awe and wonder...And the word that kept coming to mind is "grandeur" and realizing how LARGE and in charge God is. He is doing something crazy and beyond my wildest imagination. My ideas are so small compared to what He is doing, and I cannot wait. We stopped at the perfect edge to overlook the ocean and to take it all in, then we kept going along to Templeton.
We made our way into Templeton and it's the cutest little town; totally deserted with a little general store and several restaurants. It's just like you see in those Christmas movies on Hallmark or Lifetime. We went to one of our favorite restaurants, AJ Spurs, that we used to go to all the time when I was younger. It looks like an old saloon and is all western-style. I LOVE it. We had beans, soup, bread, salad, then my mom and I shared a steak. It was so good, but we were incredibly full after. There was also live music in the bar area, a couple people were doing covers of some Johnny Cash and Bob Dylan. It was an interesting mix.
We got our Root Beer floats to go, and walked out to the empty little town, where all of the lights and signs were turned on. Then, it was time for the long drive home. We made a short detour, driving by the Mid State Fair, so I could get an idea of where I'll need to pick up my passes on Tuesday for the Lady Antebellum concert. I don't feel quite as worried about it now. Finally, we hit the highway; listening to tunes, talking about country music and playing 20 Questions. I love our family car rides more than just about anything in this world.
There are few days that I want to just put in a jar and hold onto forever, but this was one of them. We came home and I got ready for bed, even though I've been really paranoid and freaked out with every little noise at night for the last few months, but I was much calmer last night. I said my prayers and did my devotion, then watched a little TV and fell asleep.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
I woke up at 10 (after my mom told me to get up, because I'd ignored my earlier alarm), thinking we'd be leaving pretty soon for the beach. However, we were still waiting on my dad to get home from running errands and taking care of business, and didn't know what time he'd be getting home. I put my makeup on, got dressed, etc. while my mom ran out to get a few things and brought breakfast home. We ended up having to wait on my dad a lot longer than any of us had anticipated, so I found other things to do. I finished watching "License To Wed" with John Krasinski and Mandy Moore, worked on some videos I'm going to upload to YouTube, and just lay down on the couch for a bit. We ran to Subway to grab sandwiches, then came home.
I think it was around 2:30 when we were able to hit the road. I also forgot to mention that it's about a 2 1/2 hour drive to the coast and we had a tour at Hearst Castle to make at 5, after already having rescheduled. We'd also already payed for it. Let's just say we were really cutting it close and praying we'd make it. Either way, I was so glad to be getting out of town! I love road trips with the scenery like we were graced with; plenty of wide open spaces and nothing but time to think and daydream. And then I couldn't remember whether I had remembered to unplug my straightener, so I was a tad paranoid about that the rest of the day. Don't you just hate it when that happens?! Or maybe it doesn't happen to you that often...and that's good. We spent most of the ride, listening to this new station on Sirius XM called Y2Kountry, which plays a lot of the older 90s/2000 songs. I was loving it. There are so many great songs that our station doesn't play anymore, and it's a shame.
The drive felt long, but I always forget how gorgeous the area is that we have to pass through. It's wine country, so there are a lot of vineyards, gorgeous stone buildings and a lot of greenery and mountains. It almost felt like we were in Tennessee for awhile, but alas, we are still in California and it was still gorgeous.
We all filed out of the bus and bunched up to meet our tour guide. As we were waiting for further instruction, I heard a deep voice that I would recognize anywhere. I'm pretty sure it was my old drama coach/history teacher from high school. It was the most random thing. Our tour walked up the steps and made our way to the front of the mansion/castle. She explained how it took 27 years to build, because Hearst was a perfectionist; constantly changing designs and switching things out if it didn't look right. He kept the same architect throughout all of those 27 years, which is a pretty big deal when you think about it. We took the "Grand Rooms" tour. There are so many rooms that they have to break it down into separate areas of the house, so we chose to see the "entertaining" rooms.
Everything was (pardon the pun) so GRAND and "ornate," as my mom said. What I love paying attention to are the little details in the carvings, the patterns and everything that makes it so beautiful. We weren't allowed to touch anything, even if you were to accidentally bump something or walk off the designated carpet, the alarm would go off. They don't mess around with that.
Room #1 - Where the main event was usually held before dinner. Mingling and doing whatever fancy people do.
Room #2 - Dining Hall
Room #3 - This is where guests would come after dinner to just lounge and mingle as they waited for the movie to begin.
Room #4 - Game Room (self-explanatory)
Room #5 - Theater
The tour was 40 minutes long, but it felt really quick. There are so many people in the group that it does take awhile to move from room to room, so I think that's where most of the time goes. And someone cut the cheese in the game room...It was awful. And there was no air, so it was really stuffy..And after awhile, crowds start making me feel closed in, if there isn't a lot of room to move. I was kind of glad when we were outside again; fresh air and much cooler than at home. We were able to explore the gardens, the outside of the castle and the pools. You can take as much time as you want around there, so I enjoyed being able to go at our own pace. I was absolutely mesmerized by everything, especially the view. You could see the ocean and city for miles. Hearst went BIG when he built this place, and I just can't get over how beautiful and romantic it all was.
I was having way too much fun taking artsy selfies and putting filters on them. There were so many different angles and things to try...I just had to. That view was to die for. I could have stayed there all day, wandering around and enjoying the crisp air. We also saw the pools (indoor and outdoor), including the one that Lady Gaga just recently shot the video of her latest single at, and I believe stirred some controversy. What else is new? LOL.
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"I know people make promises all the time, then they turn right around and break them..." ~J. Timberlake~ |
“I was within and without. Simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.” ~F. Scott Fitzgerald~ |
After we finished checking out the indoor pool, there was a bus waiting to take us back down the hill to the parking lot/visitor's center. Alex Trebek continued to talk about the castle and how it used to operate, even adding that you can feel and imagine the romance of the place, especially after dark. I could just imagine big gatherings with people dressed in fancy clothes as the sun set. How enchanting and mystical. It's almost like a real life fairytale. There was also big band/swing type music and some that sounded like Fantasyland at Disneyland. I need to download some of it; it just puts me in SUCH a good mood, like I'm taking on the world. As we made it down the hill, the recording said they hoped that visiting the castle had inspired us to dream. I joked with my parents that I now want a castle, but as I looked over at the wide open spaces of country fields, greenery and horses chewing on the grass, I realized what I want. I want more than anything to have a ranch style house with a husband, maybe a couple kids and a dog. It just warmed my heart that I just want to love and be loved. I smiled knowing that God is faithful to his promises and He will follow through.
After we pulled back up to the Visitor's Center, we went to the gift shop and decided to look around for a few minutes. We had to go to the bathroom, but they only had porter potty's (Call me a snob, I just can't do those...EW!), then we were off to dinner. As we drove, God was painting with the sky and using beautiful colors. I was in awe and wonder...And the word that kept coming to mind is "grandeur" and realizing how LARGE and in charge God is. He is doing something crazy and beyond my wildest imagination. My ideas are so small compared to what He is doing, and I cannot wait. We stopped at the perfect edge to overlook the ocean and to take it all in, then we kept going along to Templeton.
We made our way into Templeton and it's the cutest little town; totally deserted with a little general store and several restaurants. It's just like you see in those Christmas movies on Hallmark or Lifetime. We went to one of our favorite restaurants, AJ Spurs, that we used to go to all the time when I was younger. It looks like an old saloon and is all western-style. I LOVE it. We had beans, soup, bread, salad, then my mom and I shared a steak. It was so good, but we were incredibly full after. There was also live music in the bar area, a couple people were doing covers of some Johnny Cash and Bob Dylan. It was an interesting mix.
We got our Root Beer floats to go, and walked out to the empty little town, where all of the lights and signs were turned on. Then, it was time for the long drive home. We made a short detour, driving by the Mid State Fair, so I could get an idea of where I'll need to pick up my passes on Tuesday for the Lady Antebellum concert. I don't feel quite as worried about it now. Finally, we hit the highway; listening to tunes, talking about country music and playing 20 Questions. I love our family car rides more than just about anything in this world.
There are few days that I want to just put in a jar and hold onto forever, but this was one of them. We came home and I got ready for bed, even though I've been really paranoid and freaked out with every little noise at night for the last few months, but I was much calmer last night. I said my prayers and did my devotion, then watched a little TV and fell asleep.
That's all for now,
Shelby :)
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